It has been a while.

Work is hectic and never ending. Due to this, I keep falling sick. I hate this. I hate falling sick. My throat is hurting and sore. My body is aching. My gums are aching. My joints are aching. My back is aching. My boobs are aching! It may be the period, but damn it has never done this to me, swear on it. Still, i try to go to work every day. Try to listen to all that shit people say. Try my best to do their shit, duh, that is what i am paid to do. All is good. Or all is what i think is good. However, it is also a fact that the demand of people, when one does well and steady, increases exponentially. It's scary when it happens, and i don't like that more than how much i do not like falling sick. How could people keep stereotyping the fact that 'once you start working, you'd never want to stop/study again' because that is pure bullshit.

Maybe it is time for me to seriously consider what i want to do in the near future, and if i do want to stay around for things here. Mhmm. For now, i guess it's back to to more rest and laying in bed for me. Feel like i'm about to die any time now.